!A PLACE FOR MY HEAD!

aku xpandai berpuisi..
i hate all this crap of madah behelah..
i prefer to be strait forward..
it's better to tell the truth than to stretch on the lies..
but i'm such a hypocrite..
i'm not strong enuf to held up my chin n speak up..
becoz wut i say might end up getting someone hurt..

i'm not perfect
infact i'm never near perfect..
but then again..is there ever a perfect one out there?

i'm not the one..
infact, will never ever be the one..
i just hope for the best..

one thing for sure..
it never ever crossed my mind to hurt those i love..
and hope they would do the same for me..

but history is repeating itself..
my only question is..why u never tell?
i cared nothing about the rest..
just..why the silent? all this while?

so again..history is repeating itself
i wished i could lie that it didn't hurt..
but its eating me inside out..

sometimes little things, as a simple sorry..could help mending things..
but if u think i was the one to blame..than sorry is all i can say..
i could forgive and ask for forgiveness
but i can never forget..
n hope time will help heals the wound..

life is just too short..
too short to waste on small2 things..
sometimes u forgot about urself..
n put others' needs before u

n at one point..
then only u'd realised..u've just wasted ur life..ur future..
n got stuck in the middle

there was just no point looking back..
put things behind u n just move forward..
baby steps at a time
and see what the future has in store

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